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The Medicine Chest

"I've decided to stop pitying myself"

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"I've decided to stop pitying myself"

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Marine and Antarctic Research Centre for Innovation and Sustainability

Description

“Her purse is half open, and I see a hotel room key, a metro ticket, and a hundred-franc note folded in four, like objects brought back by a space probe sent to earth to study how earthlings live, travel, and trade with one another. The sight leaves me pensive and confused. Does the cosmos contain keys for opening up my diving bell? A subway line with no terminus? A currency strong enough to buy my freedom back? We must keep looking. I'll be off now".

An extract from Jean-Dominique Bauby's 'The Diving Bell and the Butterfly', the memoir which he dictated after suffering a stroke in 1995. The stroke rendered him mute and almost completely paralyzed, except for the movement of his left eyelid. Bauby dictated his memoir through blinking as his speech therapist listed the letters of the alphabet. When his doctor told him his prognosis, he mentioned that in the past , he would have simply died from this type of stroke, but that improved resuscitation techniques had now prolonged and refined the agony of this condition: "You survive, but you survive with what is so aptly known as 'locked-in syndrome'”.

Creator

Jean-Dominique Bauby

Date Created

1998
2007

Source

Bauby, J. 1998. The Diving Bell and the Butterfly. Translated by Jeremy Leggatt. New York, NY: Vintage Books.; Schnabel, J. 2007. The Diving Bell and the Butterfly. Miramax.

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